Mullet over

It is a cute play on words don't you think?!  I am mulling over my life and where I need to go. I am trying to stay still so I can hear what God wants. In all honesty, I know He is there but I am not hearing much other than He is here. So, I will press on. 

The reason for my title is my hair. Recently, I had a haircut I cannot stand. I am grateful my hair grows quickly as I currently have a mullet. I really have a theory that my hair grows slower when I hate the cut. I have not measured but I feel like it goes into hiding due to shame. Anyway, I feel butch and like a redneck all  at the same time. 

It is funny how hair can make us feel something at all. I think it has just stripped me down to more raw emotions about how I feel about myself right now. There is not much I like and I really do not like that either.  I want to be excited to wake up. There is an adventure in every day. There are just certain circumstances that have me down and I cannot change them because they are not about me. So, I will have to mullet over or mull it over. This life needs to be different. 

I played tennis the last two days and did a small mini workout in addition. I am sore and tight but I am moving. I am eating well overall and getting more creative with that. My thought process about breakfast is a hard thing to break. I am so used to that cereal or bagel. 

Here is my verse for today;  

Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. (Philippians 3:12 NIV)